Ooops!

I feel like I forgot something. Could it be that I forgot to actually do something with my life? Oh yeah, that’s it. I have/had all the outer pieces of a successful life with out the middle part…the success and staying power. I feel like somebody stole that from me, but it was never there. I have shunned so may opportunities, Can’t I just have one more? And another after that too please.

I will admit that I was raised with a “Jesus complex” So I naturally fee that something is owed to me. After spitting in the face of the world for so long, I amaze myself in the fact that I still feel like I deserve another opportunity. I came to terms with the fact that I could just exist, mope around for ninety years and die, but that’s tedious and un-fulfilling.

The pressure is on, 28 years and counting…..