I found a Poem from 2003

I wrote this...
What a mess 2003 was.....

Everything was how it ought to be-
We did it together, brick by brick it was ours-
I lived for you, was for you, can’t you see-
I relished our place while you spent the nights in bars
It seemed there is no other way for us to be-
I thanked them everyday, the stars
Then you decided to leave me-

Why didn’t you tell me that the world was bigger then us-
I signed my title to you-
I thought we built this house on trust-
We have Love so deep only realized by few-
I know I’m young, this isn’t just lust-
If only I could see what you were about to do-

How can I listen to what you say, when your eyes disagree-
Can you really just take someone’s being?
STOP, your taking everything from me-

Suddenly I’m on the floor, my whole being spilt on the ground.
I can look down and see myself as you left-
I have no breath, I can’t hear a sound-
This wasn’t you leaving me it was the crime of theft-

I’ll never walk again
I’m broken, each and every bone
You probably do this to all men
To heal, I am not prone-


Why cant I stand to find a new place to be-
But for you this was just a fling-
It seems there is no other way for me-
An everlasting sting-

Today I am dead-
I learned love with you-
Your really got into my head-
I now surround myself with few-

Without you I would rather not be-
Ill wait 100 years for your return
Thank you for loving me-